Wednesday, March 11

missing

i'm tired. yes i really do. i'm tired because of love. love always makes me cry. makes me drowning. makes me more stupid day by day. heyy, i miss YOU right now. i don't know how am i supposed to let this feelings fade away from my little tiny heart :/ last night i thought i will get what i want. i just want you you you ! tapi die buat bdoe ja tw. aku ni da mcm tunggol pun ade gak. haha. klaka duhh. hmm. tapi tapi die suro kwn die ckp kat aku time kwn die nak anta ku balik pagi tadi. kwn die ckp " you, kpaq suro ckp die rindu you. tapi die pun tatawu nk ckp cmne. die tanak hurt you lagi. tah lah kpaq tu. da ade dpn mate buat bdoe. bile tade tawu rindu. oh ! die ckp tadi die still nak you && sayang you " then aku pun ckp balik " oh yeke ? ok lah. hmm. i pun tatawu lah nk ckp ape. no comment. tipu klw i ta sayang die. tipu klw i ckp i ta rindu die. haih, what goes around comes around lah. klw i getback balik pun, the same thing will happen. um, you kemslm die lah nanti. i pun rindu die jugak " sedih kan ? aduyyy. i don't know what to do. pening. frustrating.

being the naughtiest daughter in my family. haih, sian ibu ayah. lagi lagi kakak. die byk cover untuk aku. tapi aku pun byk gak cover untuk die. hehe. jahat laa aku nih kan ? i just want to be free. aku ta bole nak jadik hipokrit dpn org. i'm just me being me all the time && i love it. to kakak, ibu, ayah i'm so sorry.