frustrated

aku happy bila dia dah start notice yang aku ni untuk dia . tapi la dia start cerita psl ex girlfriend dia , aku sedih . act , aku tak kesah pu . entah lah ek asl aku rasa mcm hopeless je . erghhhh , mcm sial lah kan ? i like him so very much ! i know he knew about my feelings for him . aduhhh , biar la . taktau nak buat apa . sebab tu lah malas nak ada bf , suka mcm ni . bkn dia yg rasa sakit . tapi aku . gentle lah taknak ada bf . penat . malas . bye :(

*sigh*

so long ~

preety boy where are you ? do i have to let you go by now ? do i have to forget all about us ? eventhough it's not that easy , but i've to make it easy so that you can find someone better than me . theres nothing much i have to say , i'm sad . takecare .