Wednesday, September 16

dear god

in life ,
God does'nt give you the person you want ,
instead He gives you the person you need ,
to teach you ,
to love you ,
to hurt you ,
to make you happy ,
make you cry
and
to make you exactly the way you should be .

goodbye ; maybe

i'm leaving you but my heart still crying ,
outside you see me as a happy girl but you know i'm not ,
i'm pretending to be the most happiest person but you know i can't lie ,
i'm weak of lying to someone that i love ,
you see me laugh but you know it's fake ,
am i doing the right thing ?
confused .

Thursday, September 10

tag fom kak naima again :)

Who sleeps in bed next to you?
usually cha but sekarang cha dah masuk kolej so takde org .

Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline?
errr ?

What kind of books do you read?
novel

Best day of the week?
sunday

What's really creepy?
1. dalam club kena raba dgn org tua mabuk
2. losing someone special
3. having nobody to depend on

Who is your celebrity crush?
joseph jonas

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
muhammad afifi sedzali , shopping , driving without licensed :)

What are you listening to right now?
fire burnin' - sean kingston

What did you eat for lunch today?
mee pama with hotdogs and meatballs

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
myspace

What was the last thing you bought?
pall mall menthol

What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
naahhh

Does the weather affect your mood?
sometimes .

What is your zodiac sign?
virgo

Do you want to learn another language?
yes

5 things you can't live without.
afifi , friends , family , handphone , make-up

If you could meet anyone now, who would you meet?
afifi . i miss him so badly right now
and ezzah nellysa , she's busy with her bf :( it's okay

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
to afifi : hold me love me stay mine , don't ever go

What are you looking forward to?
further studies .

Say something to the person who tagged you:
thanks kak naima . do takecare okay

semakin sayang

hari-hari rasa macam nak mati kalau dia tak message . bila dah message ada saje yang tak kena . cemburu buta betul . betul ke kalau jealous tandanya sayang ? betul rasanya . harap-harap dia tak macam haram jadah lah . sayang betul kat dia . macam mana ni ? hmm , waktu sekarang menunjukkan jam 0216 tapi aku masih tak tidur lagi . fikirkan ape yang sedang dia lakukan . rindu semakin kuat . hati semakin sayang . *mengeluh